2011-12-25 - 1:56 a.m.

More arguments and back and forth on going to Maine for Christmas. Kids are going of course; I want to go to see M's parents; he says he doesn't want to spend six hours trapped in a car with me. Sweetie. Then changes his mind, asks me to go several times. By this time I have changed MY mind. I don't want to spend 12 hours round tip with him either. I don't want to hear about his last trip to Maine with his girlfriend from his blabbermouth neice. (His family does not approve at ALL but that doesn't mean they don't love talking about it.) I decide I don't want to know any more than I already know. S invited me to spend Christmas with her. I'll take door No. 2.

So I take the kids halfway to ME to meet M, who was already up there, and then head to CT. I was going to do some last-minute wrapping and pick up W's birthday present (jumper cables), then go to Vermont in time to go to the 7:30 service with S.

Dumb move, that return trip.

If I had driven straight from Maine to Vermont this wouldn't have happened, because cops don't usually run out-of-state plates just for kicks. But Connecticut cops run connecticut plates, and one pulled out behind me in Farmington and did just that. I didn't have a tail light out; I wasn't speeding ... I was in front of a bored cop, that's it. My license is current, my insurance is current; my registration is expired. Dammit!!! So, he took my plates off and towed my damn car. The tow truck driver drops me off at a mcdonald's, where I wait 2-1/2 hours for a taxi and pay $66 to get home. DAMMIT!!!

Merry Christmas to you too, asshole!

But no, I'm not really upset or depressed. Ever since it occurred to me that Doctors without Borders needs nurses, too, I've stopped sweating the small stuff. Your kids starving, now, that is worth getting upset over; that's worth saying that life is unfair and God is cruel. Your car gets towed on Christmas eve, big whoop. I don't feel sorry for myself.

I was SO looking forward to spending some time with S, though, sans my kids and her boyfriend. Dunno when that opportunity will arise again. Bummer.

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Insanity results 5/30/06

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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Insanity results for 7-11-04 ... gee whiz, I have a new disorder!!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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insantity results 10/31/03 ... see below for 9/02 and 5/02

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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my most recent insanity results--9/19--see below for 5/01